Read this slowly.
The universe does not respond to what you want.
It does not respond to what you visualize, what you write in your journal, or what you whisper to yourself at 5am before the world wakes up.
The universe responds to what you actually believe — at the level of your body — about who you are allowed to be.
And if your reality has been refusing to change, no matter how hard you've worked on it… that is the only sentence in this letter that matters.
Read it again.
A 12,000-year-old map for the person who knows they were built for something more
From the desk of Amish Shah
Three-time Inc. 500 entrepreneur. Filmmaker. Father. Reality-bender. Founder of Deep Origins, the media house behind Ancient Explorers, The Natural Law, and Project: Yourself. The guy on your feed who keeps showing up at the exact moment you needed to hear something.
If you're still reading… you already know.
You know that the version of "manifesting" being sold in three-second clips is not the thing.
You know the visualization, the journaling, the "high-vibe" mornings — they create flickers. Not fires.
You know there's a deeper layer underneath all of it. A layer the influencers don't touch, because they don't actually have it.
And you know — somewhere quiet, somewhere honest — that you are not here for an ordinary life.
You're here because the gap between who you sense yourself to be and what your circumstances reflect back at you has become unbearable.
This letter is for you.
Not the surface you. The version of you that woke up one morning and finally admitted it.
Let me say the thing nobody else will say
The Law of Attraction, in the form it's been sold to you, is a partial truth that has been packaged into a complete lie.
It is true that what you focus on expands.
It is not true that focus alone is enough.
If focus alone worked, every person who has ever made a vision board would already be living in it.
We both know that's not what happened.
Here's what they don't tell you, because it would collapse the entire $4 billion manifesting industry:
You do not attract what you want. You attract what you unconsciously believe you are allowed to have.
There is a thermostat inside you. It was set, mostly, before you were eight years old. It was set by your family's frequency, by what you watched your parents tolerate, by what got punished and what got praised, by the silent contracts you signed with your own nervous system about how much love, money, peace, recognition, and joy a person like you is permitted to receive.
Every time your life starts to rise above that thermostat setting — even when you consciously want it — your nervous system pulls it back down. Quietly. Automatically. Without your permission.
You sabotage the relationship.
The deal falls through at the last second.
The money you make somehow always gets spent.
The version of you that was about to break through… catches a cold, has a fight, gets distracted, gets scared.
This is not a character flaw.
It is a frequency floor.
And no amount of journaling about what you want will ever raise it.
You are not a manifestation problem.
You are an identity problem.
And until you address it at the level of identity — meaning at the level of the body, the breath, the subconscious, and the silent stories your cells have been running for thirty or forty years — every single tool you've been handed has been a paint job on a house with a cracked foundation.
That ends today, if you want it to.
The five layers no one is teaching you
Here is the entire game. I'm going to give it to you in this letter, for free, because I want you to understand what you actually need before you decide if I'm the one to help you get it.
Layer 1: The conscious mind.
This is what every manifesting teacher works on. Affirmations, intentions, vision boards, journaling. It accounts for maybe 5% of your actual results. Most of what you've consumed lives here. That's why it stopped working.
Layer 2: The subconscious mind.
This is the operating system. It runs the other 95%. It was programmed before you could spell. Every time your conscious mind sets a goal, your subconscious quietly checks it against the operating system and rejects anything that doesn't match. "You can't have that. People like us don't get that." You don't hear that voice. You just experience the result: things not working, no matter what you do.
Layer 3: The nervous system.
Your subconscious doesn't just live in your brain. It lives in your body — in your vagus nerve, your fascia, your gut, your jaw, your shoulders, the way you breathe when you're alone. Your body has a tolerance window for how much abundance, intimacy, peace, and visibility it can hold. When your life starts to exceed that window, your body experiences it as danger — and quietly creates the chaos that returns you to a familiar set point. This is why people who finally get the thing they wanted often blow it up within six months. It wasn't self-sabotage. It was the body doing exactly what it was trained to do.
Layer 4: The shadow.
Everything you have rejected about yourself does not disappear. It moves into the shadow. And from the shadow, it runs your life. The parts of you that you've been told are "too much" — too ambitious, too sensitive, too needy, too powerful, too sexual, too angry, too magnetic — those are not flaws. They are exiled aspects of your wholeness. What you exile, you encounter as circumstance. That difficult boss, that disappearing partner, that bank account that won't cooperate — they are mirrors of the parts of yourself you've made unwelcome.
Layer 5: The lineage.
The frequency you live at is not entirely yours. A meaningful percentage of it was handed to you. Inherited grief. Inherited scarcity. Inherited silence about money, sex, success, joy. You are running on someone else's settings. Until you locate them, name them, and consciously choose what stays and what goes — you are not living your life. You are continuing theirs.
The reason your manifesting hasn't worked is not because you didn't believe hard enough.
It's because you have been trying to upgrade Layer 1 while Layers 2 through 5 silently overrule you, every single day.
Project: Yourself addresses all five.
That is the entire thing.
That is also why the people who go through it look unrecognizable a year later.
What I'm about to share with you is not new
It's not a "method" I invented in a cabin in Bali.
It is a technology that predates recorded history — hidden inside the world's oldest spiritual traditions, in India, Egypt, and the early mystery schools — and used in private by some of the most powerful people who have ever walked this planet.
Sages used it to enter altered states no meditation app can simulate.
Kings used it to make impossible decisions.
Quiet billionaires today use it to compress a decade of effort into eighteen months.
It is encoded inside one ancient symbol.
This is the Sri Yantra.
Most people scrolling past it on Instagram think it's a pretty mandala. It is not. It is the most sophisticated piece of consciousness technology ever placed into a two-dimensional form.
I want to slow down here, because if you understand the next four minutes of reading, you will understand more about how reality actually works than 99% of the people teaching "manifestation" online today.
The word "yantra" does not mean "symbol." It means machine.
In Sanskrit, yantra literally translates to instrument, device, or tool. It is the root of the modern word engine.
The Sri Yantra was not designed to be looked at. It was designed to be used. It is a piece of machinery for working on consciousness — built by people who understood the structure of the mind, the body, and reality itself with a precision modern science is only now beginning to recover.
Treat it like a symbol and it will look pretty on your wall.
Treat it like the machine it is, and it will rearrange you.
What you are actually looking at
Take another look at the image above. Most people see "a star inside a circle." What is actually there is one of the most mathematically dense constructions in human history.
- Nine interlocking triangles at the center. Four pointing upward (the masculine principle, Shiva — pure consciousness). Five pointing downward (the feminine principle, Shakti — creative energy). Their interpenetration generates 43 smaller triangles, none of which are accidents. Every single one is a geometric statement about how unified consciousness fragments itself into form.
- The bindu at the very center. A single dot. This is the unmanifest — the point from which all of creation emerges, and to which it returns. The entire yantra is, in a sense, a map of how the bindu becomes a universe, and how a universe collapses back into the bindu.
- An eight-petaled lotus surrounding the triangles, then a sixteen-petaled lotus, then a series of concentric circles, and finally the bhupura — the outer square with four gates, representing the boundary of the manifest world.
Now here is the part that should stop you.
The Sri Yantra has nine concentric enclosures, called avaranas, that you move through, in order, from the outer square to the central bindu.
Nine enclosures.
Nine chakras (yes, nine — most teachers stop at seven and miss the entire point).
Nine levels in the course you are reading about right now.
This is not a coincidence. The structure of Project: Yourself is a direct mapping of the structure of the Sri Yantra. Each level of the course is a single avarana of the yantra. You are not just learning information. You are walking — over the span of nine levels — from the outer boundary of your manifest reality all the way to the bindu, the source point from which the next version of your life is permitted to emerge.
This is what real lineage work looks like. This is why people who do this work for a year cannot recognize themselves in the mirror.
The geometry is not just beautiful. It is functional.
Modern researchers have spent decades trying to construct the Sri Yantra from scratch and have run into a problem most people don't know about: the construction is mathematically extremely difficult. The nine triangles must intersect at exactly the right points, or the entire pattern collapses. Some mathematicians have argued that a perfect Sri Yantra cannot be drawn freehand by anyone who does not already understand the underlying ratios.
Those ratios include:
- The golden ratio (phi, 1.618…) — the same proportion found in the spiral of a nautilus shell, the structure of your inner ear, the arrangement of seeds in a sunflower, the proportions of the human body, and the unwinding of the DNA double helix.
- Pi — encoded in the curvature of the lotus petals.
- Specific harmonic intervals — the same intervals that the Pythagoreans considered sacred and that modern music theory still cannot fully account for.
In other words: the Sri Yantra is not a depiction of nature. It is a structural diagram of the mathematics underneath nature. The ratios that organize a galaxy, a cell, a forest, and a fetus are all encoded in this single image.
When you place your attention on it, you are placing your attention on the same proportional language your body is already built from.
Your nervous system recognizes it instantly. It just does not have words for what is happening.
The sound connection — what cymatics revealed
In the 1960s, a Swiss researcher named Hans Jenny popularized a field called cymatics — the study of how sound makes physical patterns. When you place a thin layer of sand on a metal plate and vibrate it with a specific tone, the sand spontaneously organizes itself into geometric forms. Different frequencies produce different patterns.
What Jenny and his successors documented is that very specific tones — including tones at frequencies associated with the original Vedic mantras — produce sand patterns that are structurally analogous to ancient yantras. Concentric circles, interlocking triangles, lotus-petal arrangements.
The implication is staggering, and it is exactly what the ancient texts have been claiming for thousands of years: the Sri Yantra is what a particular sound looks like when you can see it.
Sound creates form. Form is frozen sound. Your body, made of cells that vibrate, is itself the sustained tone of a song you do not consciously hear.
When you meditate on the Sri Yantra, you are meditating on the visual representation of a frequency — and your nervous system, which has been waiting for this signal, begins to entrain to it.
This is not metaphor. This is physics.
Why it bypasses the conscious mind
There is a very specific reason the Sri Yantra is the focal point used in Project: Yourself, and it is not aesthetic.
When the human eye attempts to rest on a complex symmetrical pattern with a clearly defined central point, something remarkable happens in the brain. The visual cortex begins to process the pattern, fails to settle on any single feature, and defaults the gaze inward, toward the bindu. Within 30 to 90 seconds, EEG studies on yantra meditation have shown a measurable shift from beta wave activity (active thinking) into alpha and theta waves — the same brainwave states associated with deep meditation, hypnosis, and the moments just before sleep.
This is the state the conscious mind can be reprogrammed in. It is also the state the subconscious is willing to release old material in. It is the state the body's nervous system can finally, briefly, let go of its set point.
In other words: when you use the Sri Yantra correctly, you are not "meditating." You are running a precise neurological protocol that opens the very layers of you — Layers 2 through 5, the subconscious, the nervous system, the shadow, and the lineage — that have been silently overruling your conscious manifesting work this entire time.
This is what I meant earlier when I said the Sri Yantra is a frequency entrainment device. It is not decoration. It is one of the only tools we have, in any tradition, that operates directly on the layers of you that actually run your life.
What this means for you
You don't need to take any of this on faith.
Stare at the image above for thirty seconds, right now. Don't try to do anything. Don't "meditate." Just let your eyes rest on it.
Most people, within the first minute, report a small but unmistakable shift — a slight quieting in the chest, a softening in the jaw, a sense that something in the room has changed. That is the technology beginning to work on you, with no instruction.
Now imagine what becomes possible when you have a 9-level system that walks you through how to use it deliberately, in conjunction with the breath patterns, the chakra activations, the sound frequencies, and the subconscious protocols it was originally designed to be paired with.
That is what you're about to be handed.
This is the difference between thinking about a new reality and becoming the person to whom that reality is the natural consequence.
My name is Amish, and I almost missed all of this
I grew up poor.
We didn't have much, so I started hustling young. I sold candy at school. I sold whatever I could get my hands on, to whoever would buy. I was the kid in the back of the classroom with a backpack full of inventory before I'd ever heard the word "entrepreneur." But I had this strange, persistent feeling — even as a six-year-old — that I was here for something.
That feeling is the reason you're reading this. Trust it. It is more accurate than your resume.
That feeling carried me into 18 years of building businesses online. More than $110 million in online sales. Three companies on the Inc. 500 list. A media house — Deep Origins — that today reaches more than 15 million people a month across Ancient Explorers, The Natural Law, and Project: Yourself. Films that have aired on Discovery Channel and Travel Channel. The full external picture.
By every measure that other people use to judge a life, I had won.
And I want to be honest with you about what happened next, because if I skip this part, the rest of this letter will not land properly.
I almost lost myself.
There is a particular kind of emptiness that can only be felt by the people who have actually arrived at the thing they were told would fill them. It is worse than wanting something and not having it. It is having it, and discovering it doesn't change what you came here to feel.
I had built the entire external scaffolding without ever doing the inner work. My nervous system was still set to the kid who didn't have enough. My subconscious was still running scripts about scarcity, worthiness, and silence. The shadow material I'd never integrated started showing up everywhere — in my relationships, in my body, in decisions I couldn't explain to myself.
I was successful, and I was unraveling.
That's when I started traveling.
Not to vacation. To find something.
I went to India, to the Himalayas, to temples that don't appear on Google Maps. I sat with monks who had not spoken to anyone outside their lineage in forty years. I tracked down researchers studying the pineal gland, sound frequencies, sacred geometry, and the architecture of consciousness itself.
What I found was not a religion.
It was a technology. A specific, structured, repeatable system for changing the frequency you live at — at the level of cells, breath, attention, identity, shadow, and lineage — so that your reality has no choice but to reorganize around the new you.
I spent six years compiling it into a 9-level course.
Tens of thousands of people have now been through it.
Today, I want to give it to you for less than the cost of dinner.
Why this is different from anything you've tried
Every program you've taken so far has likely worked on Layer 1.
You've been handed scripts. Mantras. Routines. "5-minute morning rituals."
They are not bad. They are simply not enough, because Layer 1 is not where the problem lives.
Project: Yourself is built differently.
It is not a course. It is a 9-level descent into the structure of your own operating system, followed by a 9-level ascent into the version of you the universe is already moving toward.
It uses:
- Specific breath patterns that shift your nervous system's set point — not metaphorically; physiologically
- Ancient geometric forms as focal points to entrain your brainwaves and bypass the conscious mind
- Chakra activation sequences that move energy through nine specific centers in the body — not just the seven you know
- Sound and frequency work based on the original mantra technologies of the early mystery schools
- Subconscious reprogramming protocols that work at the level of identity, not behavior
- Shadow integration practices to retrieve the parts of you that have been running your life from exile
- Lineage-clearing work to identify and consciously choose which inherited frequencies stay and which go
Without all five layers, you are not manifesting. You are hoping.
There is a vast difference. Your life is the proof.
Introducing
Project: Yourself
A 9-level transformational program built on ancient technologies, delivered in a way modern people can actually apply between a job, a family, a phone, and a busy mind.
This is the same program previously sold for $297.
Today — for reasons I'll explain in a moment — you can have lifetime access for $47.
Here's what's inside.
Level 1: Foundation
The work begins with breath, presence, forgiveness, and the activation of the root chakra — the layer of you that decides whether existence itself is safe. Most people manifest from a body that does not yet feel safe to receive. Level 1 fixes that, before any of the higher work can land.
Level 2: Element Refinement
Seven lessons that take the Level 1 toolkit and integrate it into daily life. This is the level where most "manifesting students" quit. It is also where Project: Yourself students begin to break through, because this is where the new frequency stops being a practice and becomes the default state.
Level 3: The Activation Layer
Ten lessons that begin activating dormant systems — including teachings on the second chakra (creativity, sexuality, the seat of generativity), deepening your image focal point, and what I learned from monks who refuse to be photographed. This is where intuition becomes a tool you can rely on instead of a feeling you sometimes get.
Level 4: Specialized Knowledge & The Heart
Nine lessons. The fourth chakra (the heart). Specialized knowledge. Enthusiasm as a frequency. This is the level where most students report their first "impossible coincidence" — the kind of synchronicity that breaks their previous worldview and forces them to take this work seriously.
Level 5: Sound, Frequencies & The Mastermind Effect
Ten lessons. Om / Aum. The Fifth Chakra (the throat — voice, truth, creative output). Organized planning. Decisiveness. And an entire lesson on how frequency literally rewrites the cells of your body. Modern science is finally catching up to what the ancient texts have been saying for thousands of years.
Level 6: Persistence Beyond The Visible
Nine lessons including Live Free of Fear and Know Your Weaknesses. This is the level where your reality starts to outpace your ability to explain it to your friends. They will notice. Some will rise with you. Some will not. That's part of the work.
Level 7: The Subconscious & Sacred Geometry
Ten lessons. The 6th Chakra (the third eye). Your subconscious mind — what it actually is, how it was programmed, and the precise protocols for rewriting it. Foods & Programming (what you eat is rewriting your operating system, every meal). Sacred Geometry. Dreams. Students consistently rate this as the most life-altering level of the entire course.
Level 8: Belief & The Sixth Sense
Nine lessons. The 7th Chakra (the crown). The Brain & 6th Sense. Belief as a structural force, not a wish. A round-table on the invisible — the layers of reality your sensory apparatus is filtering out without your knowledge, and how to expand the filter.
Level 9: Bending Time & Space
Ten lessons. The 8th and 9th Chakras (yes, there are nine — most teachers stop at seven and miss the entire point). Your Secret Weapon. Bending Time & Space — using Einstein's own equations to reframe how your body, as energy, distorts the cosmic grid. Astrology as it was originally practiced. The Multiverse and your place in it.
By the time you finish Level 9, you are not the same person who started Level 1.
You will not need anyone to tell you it's working. The people in your life will tell you, because they will not recognize you.
What this is, plainly
83 video lessons across 9 levels.
A complete transformational system. Lifetime access. Every video, every meditation, every exercise.
Watch on your phone in line at the grocery store. Watch on your laptop at 11pm. Watch one a week, or one a day, or sit with a single video for a month and let it rearrange you.
The course adapts to your life. It does not ask you to perform spirituality. It asks you to do the work, quietly, on your own terms, until your reality has no choice but to follow.
Plus three bonuses, included free
Bonus 1: Project: Wealth — The Prosperity Formula
(originally sold separately for $47)
A standalone program built specifically around the chakras, frequencies, beliefs, and subconscious contracts that govern your relationship with money.
This is not "abundance mindset" content. This is the technology version. A complete training that walks you through the inherited money frequencies you're running, the identity-level shifts required to hold more, and the exact sequence I used to take my own income to a level I would have called impossible at 25.
If your relationship with money has been the most stubborn area of your life, this bonus alone is worth more than the entire price of the course.
Bonus 2: The Reality Bending Library
(value: $47)
A curated PDF collection of 18 of my deepest teaching essays — including the pineal gland decalcification protocol, the truth about sacred geometry, what frequency really is and how to measure your own, forgiveness as a manifestation tool, the Endocrine System as the air-traffic control of your soul, and how to identify and break inherited family frequency loops.
Most of these were originally locked behind a private list. You'll have them within sixty seconds of joining.
Bonus 3: The Inner Circle Community
(value: $97 — first year of access)
When you join today, you don't just get the course. You get the room.
You'll be added to the private Project: Yourself community on Mighty Networks — a curated space of practitioners, manifestors, healers, and quiet creators who are doing this work for real. This is not a Facebook group of strangers shouting affirmations into the void. It is a focused, moderated, founder-led community where you can ask questions, share breakthroughs, find accountability partners, and watch other people's transformations unfold in real time.
The work is faster when you do it next to other people who are also doing it.
Bonus 4: A Live Q&A Invitation With Me
(value: priceless)
Inside the community, I drop into live Q&A sessions — no bots, no funnels, no upsells in disguise. Just me, answering real questions from real members, on the deeper applications of the work. Most members say these sessions are where the course goes from "I learned something" to "I just had something break open in me I've been carrying for ten years."
Total value: $488
Today: $47
One time. Lifetime access. No subscription. No recurring charges.
Enroll Now — $47The promise I'm making to you
Inside the next 90 days, if you do this work — even imperfectly — three things will begin to happen.
One. Your nervous system will change. The constant background hum of low-grade anxiety that you've made peace with will begin to quiet. Not because you're suppressing it. Because the frequency it lives on is no longer the frequency you live on. Your set point will move, and from that movement, everything else becomes possible.
Two. The "coincidences" will start. Small at first. Someone you were thinking about will text you. A door you'd given up on will open. Money will arrive in unexpected ways. Most students log these in a journal because otherwise they'd convince themselves it wasn't real. It's real. It's the universe recalibrating around your new frequency.
Three. You will become unrecognizable to the version of you who started. Not louder. Not flashier. Sovereign. The kind of person who walks into a room and changes its temperature without saying a word. The kind whose presence does the work that other people are still trying to do with words.
This is what frequency work actually does, when it goes deep enough.
The Instagram version is the trailer.
This is the film.
What past students have said
"I have always wondered what is the hidden meaning of this phenomena. Today a simple realization struck me… I was very much electrified when I suddenly realized what an incredible powerful instrument we have in our hand."
— past PY student
"The nine levels of Project: Yourself changed how I see — not just my life, but the structure of reality itself. I keep going back to Level 7."
— past PY student
You'll find filmed case studies from real students inside the member area on Day 1. Real lives. Real transformation. None of them paid actors. None of them filmed in a borrowed Airbnb. Real.
For context: across the Deep Origins ecosystem (Project: Yourself, Ancient Explorers, The Natural Law), more than 350,000 people have already trusted us with their wallets, more than 2.6 million follow our work, and more than 600,000 are on our private email lists. This is not an Instagram launch from someone you've never heard of. It's a 13-year body of work, finally being condensed into the offer below.
My 30-day "feel it or don't pay" guarantee
Here's how confident I am.
Go through the first three levels. That's 25+ video lessons.
If, after thirty days, you cannot honestly say something has begun to change in your body, your nervous system, or your circumstances — write to my team and we'll refund every cent.
You keep the bonuses. You keep the library. You keep whatever shifts you've experienced.
This isn't a marketing trick. This is what I would want if I were on your side of the screen.
Why $47
I'll be honest with you.
We previously sold this for $297, and we still believe it's worth multiples of that.
But in 2026, I'd rather have thousands of people doing this work in their homes — quietly raising their frequency, changing their families, changing what's possible for the next generation — than a smaller number of people paying a higher price.
The world is shifting. Old systems are wobbling. The people who do this work now will be the ones who lead what comes next.
I want you in that group.
That's the math. That's the why. There's no fake countdown timer attached to this letter, but the offer at this price will not last forever — when we move into the next phase of the brand, the price will return to $297 and the bonuses will be unbundled.
If you're feeling the pull to do this, the most honest thing I can tell you is: the pull itself is the signal.
The conscious mind argues. The signal does not.
Frequently asked
Is this religious?
No. Project: Yourself draws from ancient traditions but is not aligned with any religion. Students of every faith — and no faith — go through it.
Do I need to meditate already?
No. Level 1 will teach you the breath patterns and focal-point techniques from scratch. If you've never sat still for more than 90 seconds, this is built for you too.
How long does it take?
The course is self-paced. Some students go through it in 9 weeks (one level per week). Some take a year. Most return to specific levels again and again. You have lifetime access, so the timeline is yours.
I've done a lot of personal development already. Is this going to be more of the same?
No. Most personal development works at Layer 1 (conscious mind). This works at Layers 2 through 5 (subconscious, nervous system, shadow, lineage). If you've done the surface work and hit a wall, the wall is the threshold. This is the work that takes you through it.
What if I "don't feel anything" the first time I watch a video?
The work is cumulative. The activations happen at the level of the body, not the intellect, and the body integrates on its own timeline. Some students have their biggest breakthroughs reviewing Level 1 a year after they first watched it.
What about the science?
Wherever I reference physics, neuroscience, or biology, it's accurate. Wherever I reference ancient teachings, I cite the lineage. I will never blur the line between the two and pretend a metaphor is a study, or a study is a mystical truth. Both deserve more respect than that.
What's the upsell?
After you join, you'll be invited (not required, not auto-billed) to our monthly continuity program — Project: Growth — where I drop two new teachings and two new guided meditations each month. You can ignore that invitation entirely. Project: Yourself is complete on its own.
A final word
You did not stumble onto this letter.
You found this because you have been signaling, for years, that you are ready for the deeper layer of this work.
The universe is not subtle when it sends you the next door.
The only question that remains is whether you'll walk through it tonight, or wait another year, hoping a clearer sign comes.
There is no clearer sign than the one in front of you.
The pull you are feeling, right now, as your eyes move down this page — that is your future self reaching backward through time to pull the present version of you forward.
Don't make that future self wait any longer than it has already had to.
With deep respect for the journey you're on,
Amish Shah
Founder, Project: Yourself
P.S. — If you're still scrolling, here's what I want you to know. The people who change the trajectory of their lives are almost never the ones who felt 100% certain. They're the ones who felt the pull, and trusted it before the logic caught up. Trust the pull.
P.P.S. — Thirty-day refund. Lifetime access. No subscription. The only thing you risk by saying yes is the version of your life that wasn't going to work anyway.